T E A G A N. M A R I E. M C K E N Z I E.

my story
fourteen years too young
i blow out the candles on march fifth
stuck on the ARDWIND island
stalking boys

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FRIENDS

thought you were clever when you lit the fuse,
tore down the house of commons in your brand new shoes.

compose a revolutionary symphony • • • • inseparable.
they led him away, we'll meet again some day • • • • best.
you choose your leaders and place your trust • • • • close.
I don't know why I want to voice this out loud • • • • average.
ask me, I won’t say no - how could I? • • • • secret.
I was happy in the haze of a drunken hour • • • • drinking buddy.
for a moment we're strangers, for a minute you look away • • • • just met.
her father's smart, plays his part • • • • family friend.

stop apologizing for the things you've never done
'cause time is short and life is cruel,
but it's up to us to change this place.

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ENEMIES

yet another year that you lied to me,
king hypocrisy.

spit and retrieve, 'cause I give and receive • • • • hardcore hate.
talk loud, who are you talking to? • • • • general dislike.
since you ask, you are a flatulent pain the arse • • • • annoyance.
turn my back on the rot that's been planning the plot • • • • ignore.
best keep quiet, you don’t listen to me anyway • • • • civil.
you're gonna lose and it's gonna show • • • • rival.
I cannot reach a pen for me to draw the line • • • • nemesis.
but heaven knows I'm miserable now • • • • one sided.
just tell me the truth, it makes me feel better • • • • false friend.
in the empty place, the soul stripped bare • • • • friends turned.

you want a monument erected in your name
and odds are we will tear it down, when you leave as quickly as you came.

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LOVES

you are nearer than heaven,
I get the feeling I get nearer by the day.

you've got nerve and you sure got me • • • • current.
the love in your eyes, it makes me feel better • • • • future.
when I leave I try not to wake her • • • • past;; GOODterms.
I still need you, but I don’t want you now • • • • past;; BADterms.
she wrote my name on the red telephone box • • • • crush;; onME.
I'm dreaming of you, oh, what can I do? • • • • crush;; onYOU.
out of the dark and into the light • • • • MUTUALcrush.
like a party bag of lies, booze and then deceit • • • • flirts.
looks like christmas came early for me • • • • friends with benefits.
I made a move when it was well out of context • • • • fling.
we'll go running, running ‘til we start again • • • • forbidden.
your body's a weapon and you're afraid it could get out • • • • lust.

it was a chat-up line built not to impress;
more a sleazy remark on her whorish dress.

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MEMORIES

now time's not poison
but once you drink it all, you'll die.


so that is fine, yeah, come by, we'll take the afternoon off • • • • cousin.
know about that way, the way they'll make you pay • • • • distant relative.
for all the ones who left, there's a few that stayed • • • • childhood.
she thinks I'm sad but that's all right • • • • protective;; of YOU.
you just haven't earned it yet, baby • • • • protective;; of ME.

you never knew how much I really liked you,
because I never even told you, oh, but I meant to.


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